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Name: Josephine
Birthday: 11/13/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: Anime/Manga: Love Hina, Neon Genesis Evangelion, Negima, Digimon, Full Metal Panic, Chobits, Full Metal Alchemist, Trigun, Samurai Champloo... this list will grow...
TV Shows: Dotchi no Ryori, House MD, ALIAS!!!!!
I'm a Christian, too, in case you haven't noticed. ^_^
Expertise: Playing drums, ok at piano, kolintang, anything math or science, watching TV, knowing random and unimportant facts that I will never use in my life.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message meEmail: email me
AIM:  jopsamaphone
MSN: angrydrummergirl
Member Since:
2/1/2003
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| Nahhh not losers, both of ya-- I'm the loser ; ; I shouldn't have ditched you guys like that. But yea, I'm only engaged, we don't want to get married unless we're perfectly sure mom doesn't jump into the room and go "WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!" I mean-- I've had to alt-tab for the times where I sit with him and all. I don't want "mom aggro" (it's a term we use for monsters who begin to attack on sight/scent/hearing) while I'm about to say my vows or whatnot.
But the marriage thing-- it is possible, and no it's not legal XD Depending on which city you originate from (The Federation of Windurst, The Kingdom of San d'Oria, or The Republic of Bastok), you are married under their "rights"-- For example, the Windurstians (where JC and I are from) are under the reign of the Star Sibyl in some big tree in the middle of town, San d'Oria has a king and a goddess called Altana whom they worship; and Bastok has a sort of non-religious city-ordained marriage.. thing (kinda like how people get married in the city hall). So it's not "REAL"--it's just that I get a ring with his name engraved on it. = 3
It was kind of... cute, how we met. I had just started playing the game because my friend told me about it and lent me her registration codes and game to download. She was tutoring me on how to work the Auction House in Windurst when I saw these two little tarutarus (a kid-like race in FFXI) joking around. One was named Fairyempresh another Fozzie. I /laugh'd (emote) at them, and Fozzie asked me if I was new. Fozzie was JC's mule (a separate character created just to hold things that the first character didn't have the room to) and he said, "wait, let me switch to my main." He did so as Anrui and Fairy chatted it up. When he came to me, he traded me a Lilac. <3 I used it for a quest LOL but still, I was stunned. He became the first one on my Friends List (save for Anrui, of course) and also the one who taught me the most about playing the game when Anrui got too busy with her own game life and began to drift away from me, even if we did see each other at school.
He was already in a relationship at the moment, a girl named Rockstarjen. I remained his close friend, and he sometimes jokingly referred to me as his "little sister" in game. But when RSJ cheated on him with another guy, he was really down for a while, and I used to sit with him, hang out with him just for fun, just as friends. Then one day, my best friend Kiyo, who was also a close friend of his, told me how much our time together meant to him, and that I was the only person who kept him playing FFXI. Two days later I told JC, "meet me in Port Jeuno, ok?" When he came, I stood close to his character so my character, Anye, could look like she was looking into his eyes. I told him I wanted to be there for him, and that I was willing to be his "official gf" (stupid word, really =P). He hugged me and we broke it to the linkshell the next day (but I told Kiyo in a private /tell the instant I told JC, lmao!)
Now RSJ is still in our linkshell and things are pretty smooth-- we don't talk about JC too much, obviously. I get kinda uncomfortable when we do mention him because I kinda wanna kick her arse for breaking his heart. LOL! Really though-- I never planned on having a relationship in game until I saw how hurt JC was and how much I didn't want to see him so broken and downcast. As a friend, it was the least I could do for him. He says that he enjoyed watching me grow from a n00by little level one Warrior to a full-blown level 50 Paladin-- and growing.
But as romantic as this may seem.... it's not real. I like how it's cute and all, and I love him as a friend, but in all actuality, it is a role-playing game, not reality. He and I have a full understanding that this is not a real "bf-gf" thing, and we do NOT cyber in case your sick mind is wondering!! (nasty!) I know that he has real relationships in his real life, and I will never go between him and those; I respect and honor him more than to mess with real love. This? This is just so darn cute~ It's more like Anye <3 Jchiara, not Jojo <3 John, = 3
Right then, lol thanks for the support! I like hearing from you all again, I hope I still remember to update this thing and read your Xangas as well, catch up on old times, dontcha know? *huggles* Thanks for reading^^
<3 Jojo
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| Wow. I mean like... WOW. Like.... yeah. Hi. (Can I stop saying like? sure!) LIEK ZOMG XANGA FRIENDZ~! LMAO! And how are you ALL? I watch as people counting myself ditch Xanga, how sad. I started rechecking my old yahoo email and got a load of Xanga subscriptions and started scrolling through. You all have changed so much, and yet not at all XD I bet that made a ton of sense. Yeah. My mind is TOTALLY still on FFXI I can't help it, I have no life! (blah blah, excuses excuses!) OK fine, I'm sorry for ditching you guys, I really do miss you all ; ; Like freaking JOEY (from NY) I'm SOOO commenting on your Xanga as soon as my rant is over! And A-Ai still droolin' over her Japanese boys~ hahaa, man, that is some loyalty right there. I'm just wondering about you all, and while I do that, PALADIN50/WARRIOR25 woohoo! just 25 more levels to go and a couple of items to quest, levels to uncap, and whatnot. Like I said earlier, it's a nice replacement for not getting to go out, but it's not as sad as you think. I likes where I am^^ v *huggles her linkshell* lol lol and JC is still mine hehe, if you already don't know about him? eh. Don't tell mommy, shh! XD It's not a serious relationship anyhow, just role-playing, but hell if he ain't the cutest thing in the world! (In all seriousness we've come to an understanding that if we ever meet in real life, it would be nothing but friends. And he knows nothing about me other than I am a girl in CA.) 
Other than JC, there is Kiyo, Azura, and the rest of my linkshell who I really love to mess around with^^ 
That's us, when JC told us to "{Gather together.} @ Ru'Lude Gardens"-- and he proposed to me in game =^^= (you can marry other characters in game as long as they are lvl 20 and of the opposite gender.)
HAAHAHAHAHA OMG I couldn't believe it. Could NOT believe it. He even crafted a level 72 diamond ring for me. Yeah I said "I love you"-- you could say I meant it as a friend, or role-playing, or blame the ephemerality of human love that has the capacity to love in an instant but no further...! But hey, who's counting?
Lol this happened like, last year when Mom got mad at me for playing too much and told me to quit. I was sad, but I was even sadder to see that they would actually miss me-- that I wasn't just some n00b, I was someone they actually respected. It made me feel all warm and fuzzily inside to see how they all dropped what they were doing just to see me off, ya know? I had found my home^^ (Mom finally let go and let me have my fun as long as I have some limits to my playing time. =D) So yeah, life. School sucks like it always has, and FFXI makes things less stressful. Church is where I can REALLY let go during worship.... but I'm going to burst out in a sermon if I don't stop myself right here and now. =P Remember those days? Yeah. So how has life been for you? <3 Jojo | | |
| - Hysteria I hate high school now.
ROFL no seriously. I mean, I've gotten so used to the college class environment, I don't ever wanna go back.
Sure, I've got friends there. I'll just drag 'em over to "Gee-dub" with me. pft. too much drama in frickin' high school. college? be a loner! no one cares! hahaha! =P
Not much else has been happening... classes are over now so my life has been pretty meh.
oh. that would mean all i needed to post here was MEH. whatever.
at the moment... feeling down. but i dont think i should say why. I dont know if i think if i should say why. Hm. o well... can only pray for the best....
hope you guys have all been doing well. say something funny. like blap and gorz or something. or...
I LOVE BALONEY! YES ITS BALONEY (not bologna)!!!
be creative! c'mon!
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| - Sunday Morninglalallalala...
so apparently another person is channeling my spirit and my name and my ethnicity across the US. how weird. Joey, she must be stopped! or we must recruit her.... but no. we are the most superior of Josephines! puahahahhaahahah! XD | | |
| - Lonely Day Hmmm... PotC 2... but i mean, when Jesus is raised from the dead, it wouldn't be "passion" per se, would it? it'd be like, the HELLA TIGHT JESUS JUST ROSE FROM THE DEAD BEAT THAT SATAN HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAA of the Christ. hm? what say you?
My name is, and forever shalt be, JOSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE*counts the E's.... oh. missed one.*E!
hehehehe. I've too many names. but no matter. Jose.phine. Just no Josie or Phiney or I keel j00 rawr. yesh, rawr. I rawr quite nicely.
sorry, coffee again. did i ever tell you that I <3 coffee?
oh. Myspace. well, its just for FFXI ^^ no one there has as Xanga, 1 has a livejournal, and about 8 have myspaces. Sooo, yeah. It's *NOT* conformism, i say! its just, uh.... nonnonconformism! yay! >.> what? it is....
WAR26! yay! o wait, you dont care.... umm... I learned a new drum technique? there we go.
hmmm go watch Russell Peters on YouTube. he's COOL and FUNNY and INDIAN. YES. INDIAN. or 1/2, so i've heard. but iuno.
IceCubes! you'll see what i mean. O MY GAWD! !xobile XD watch it.
hm. no more here. Classes end in a week, meaning fast internet connection ends in a week. T^T no fair.. i want dsl/cable. and a laptop. and Chains of Promathia expansion pack. and Treasures of Aht Urgan expansion pack. Anyone got a credit card?
I guess I'll leave you with that. XD see you all later~
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